Agreeing to an interview on the eve of the 40th Obtain anniversary of the famous scandal, everyone's favorite singer simple. Proved very difficult to squeeze into the tight schedule of the artist. "Window" at last found, and reporters caught Philip for what it is. Life without gadgets and other embellishment, in slippers. Idol of millions, and the king of the pop scene greeted us warmly. The cozy slippers and robe painted with a charming and somewhat weary smile. Planned interview 40 minutes stretched to two hours. Our sincere conversation interrupted occasionally caring Lucy. Legendary housekeeper Alla Pugacheva was worried that we were both hungry, and always offered us tea, coffee, fresh pastries, rolls. - Oh, I can not flour - sigh, inhale the scent of these foods, Philip. - Catch diet comply ... - Philip, I think that the lines from the song by Igor Nikolaev "Birthday - sad holiday" mood for the day ... - Probably, yes. Upcoming birthday will be my saddest - Philip says "Life." - I understand that it is not prepared. All my friends ask how I am going to celebrate, and I do not know what to say, I do not know what is on 30 April happened. This is perhaps the first time in my life. And nobody believes me that I was not a person who was loved every event in my life to celebrate keep a round date. But in fact it is. I'm not mentally ready for this age do not even want to think about it. Thoughts on my fortieth birthday, frankly, makes me confused. I am amazed at how quickly flew my best and reckless years. I am amazed at how quickly flew my best and ruthlessly took years - but is yet to come ... - I ponadelal in his life many stupid and have no idea how much their ponadelal. But remain in the same 18-year-old boy daredevils even 50 years. Even if they say that with age comes wisdom, but it's not about me. I do not pomudrit - nor commit reckless and stupid things, plunging headlong into all aferisticheskie projects like this "Euro Vision". But this does not mean that they are completely hopeless. Quite risky, but I was drawn to the risk. Although in my place would have a long time to calm down. I understand that in this context now, many are for reasons I will just took manufacture Sorcerer in this double sense to seek targeted, I write novels, non-existent. And the explanation is simple ... - Why, Philip? - I'm a player, a man who loves life. I'm bored, and so I try to change your life, if, for example, there is no happy songs. Because right now, I do not know why, I only sing sad songs. And to balance the scales, intentionally trying to be a holiday. A holiday in my life happened when I start to work very hard. It helps me on the reality of loneliness and longing, remember that occur in moments of inaction. - Frankly, in these words is hard to believe ... - Yes, that's true. If the left one on one with you, seek refuge in the phone, TV ... And then I try to go to sleep to wake up as soon as possible and as long as possible ... to come back to reality. Thank God, I have not tormented by insomnia, because if it does not sleep, it's been probably would have gone crazy! This dream came to me the life that I dream. What dreams today Philip? - My dream is to be happy. Currently, lucky for me - it's family. If I were asked about it 20 years ago, I would have no hesitation, answered quite differently. Perhaps I was dropped too soon asset for many years. It was all-consuming. I avoided like the head, it was so lucky! I wish I had waited, and good fortune, but he was not for or in connection with this bunch of stupid ponadelal ready. Then I analyze not even enough intelligence to understand what is for me a matter of course. If I did that, I would of course has changed a lot. But I'm not likely to appreciate the gift of fate, it destroyed my happiness ... But do not talk about it. - Because you talk about the family, we want to continue with the subject. For each person, a divorce - it's kind of stressful. How to deal with it and survive? - First I want to say that Allah is connected to my divorce. It is so valuable to me, you do not want to reduce the discussion in our lives on the agenda. Because there are no words to depict the life of two people who meet by chance, and probably not coincidentally left. As for the stress, by and large, I still can not get through it. Saves me the scene, sleep, work, occasional meetings with the woman, whether accidentally or with friends. Maybe it's too stressful for her, and maybe she was in a state of stress lives with me and does not show? And then it has accumulated. Who knows ... I can not know. A person's thoughts, even the most intimate, as it was Now I'm paying for a lot of things, because that gives a woman a lot of pain. - So you knew to make that wrong with Alla Borisovna, but continue to do so? - I have just lived. But now when I proposed to live, start again, everything would be different. And today, I draw from the constant stress wrap some dividends in favor. But I do it with great difficulty, I give it very difficult. - She often said that Alla no longer married. And if you still decide to tie the knot with one of his friends how will you react? - I do not know what I would do, how they react ... (Long pause). This categorically I did not say that they never marry. Forecast and plan for a man of his life, I can not. I am not God and not clairvoyant Vanga ... I can only answer for myself. I can, and would like to see Alla no longer married. But when it happens ... I honestly do not know how I survived it! Here recently on the radio the old song Andrew Derzhavin "Alien Wedding" belongs. It is a very good word, and I think inevitably it over. Because today, love listening to songs that I had it. TO Only now I understand why songs, full of love me, and had such success in the hearts of those who are in the same situation as I am now. I do not want to see the situation as happened in this song is about me ... - During the staging of the musical "Chicago" with Alla Borisovna you were close to divorce. Then it was decided to close the project, and after a time you went out of the office at the Taganka Pugacheva. They say that when you go through a fight with his wife almost to tears. - That's not true. It was her advice that we close the show, was very positive and necessary. We found ourselves in a very difficult time. Then, the "Nord-Ost" and people had stopped to musicals, including "Chicago." After each performance, we reported on 10 thousand dollars. Every month, this turned into an astronomical sum. And Allah is knowing the real situation decided to close the musical. She then said: "It is impossible, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for me, I'm sorry for the musical, but if it continues like this, then get out of debt you can not get out.." And we decided to that we stop as soon as possible, and must specify the date. She initiated, but I always try to maximize their lives hear it, and I totally agree with her. And the reasons why we moved out of the office, I confess I do not remember. But in this whole Kirkorov. True, I forgot, and it was decided to move. Perhaps it was due to some financial issues. But there is no conflict on this issue with Alla not we. She and I were not only the family but also business partners. Thus, this situation has to be resolved at partner level. Created the Office of the Taganka Alla is her idea. Us with Christina's time to let go of them and provide a platform for our work. - Maybe Alla on the situation, you just taught business? - You wanted to show me (and now I understand it better), what it means to bear the cost of materials: includes office staff. Allah say, wanted a little lower to the ground and doing the right thing. Because I made so away from the musical and his other projects, which broke away from the reality. Put money in it, soul and strength. Alla understood that we are planning the budget, rely on their skills and should not be needed to be overestimated. - And you did not count the money? - It was only then I realized that the rental office, it turns out, she was paying all other costs, also wore them. And then I was interested in the work of "Chicago" and sat down on her neck. While Christina and I have worked hard and thought about all the missing. And once at the top of his own office, I realized that will, if it continues to heal me completely the pipe. After we moved out, Allah said: 'Well, what is it about his affairs? "I replied that it was difficult to settle And when a show trial has settled, we have a new office and found it benefits goes back was hopeless -.. Alla Lessons not forget - No Alla brilliant pedagogical vein. I'll never forget the time we went to America in a family tour with Alla, Christina, Vladimir Presnyakov. And we have with Nikita, who was six years old. He was everyone's favorite, his spoiled. And he asked: "Allah, give me some money, buy me this and that ...", she replied: "Nikita, what me some money, you have to make money what can you do?." And that little red-haired boy replied, "Sing". He had a favorite song -. "Song of the driver," and he began to go on the stage and in our big concert sang verses of the song received deserved applause, bowed to the audience. And Allah gave him after the show small charge so that he could buy candy. Then one day he had spent all the money and the concert that evening was not, and he ran to his beloved Nikita Allais: "Allah, I have no money ..." She then told him: ". Behold, Nikita, uncle (it was one of the musicians), and his dirty shoes, remove it and clean it" And the boy obediently went to the machine, the shoes and boots clean clean uncle . And you get a reward. She is accustomed from childhood that just because the money does not get what they deserve to work. She is very well trained small for any mother can, that all should reach the work. In this immensely loving Nikita. I think that anything that does not compensate for what Dolan's daughter, she is now trying with respect to Nikita. Her severity - this is the great love. - Of course. And you seem Pugacheva part of the strong ... - Its a demonstration lesson in sending me on my own business, I'm sure, not because of the fact that she wore Kirkorov. This is most easily done in such a way that threw my bags and put me explain. This was done to her and then I said thank you. Although at first sight strange, monstrous, and who published it would not have understood, because from the outside it looked like this. - Philip, everyone knows that you are a person who lives in a big way. And you have to set aside a lot for a rainy day? - I have never not move unlike my friends and colleagues, and, assign funds. I confess that today with my status, despite the fact that it was done for many years (depth 20 years, I traveled across the country and around the world), I'm not one of financial freedom to have it. I can not say that I thoughtlessly wasted all but put a lot of money in art, though it was possible to create much more modest. But if it were not for me, if the shot is not as expensive to purchase clips cheap songs. Not have the program on such a scale And all this with little or no promotion. Today, I understand that. On a rainy day when I did not put the amount that would have been fully protected and allowed I did not lose anything Right now, I began to think about what it would be time, Philip, to think to make money. - Do you like money? - The financial issue for me is paramount. Working their first appearances, and the first charge, as I recall, four and a half rubles a speech I did not come for three months salary. Only when I end up quickly scholarship because one day we all went of course, I came to the theater to get the money. I have collected, in my opinion, RR 30, and I was very surprised and shocked Sun add a great time for me. If I found a job in a concert hall, I did not raise the question of how much I get. It did not interest me, I waved lit music hall, drew a great atmosphere. I myself was willing to pay extra to be on stage. I'm not talking about their performances in the theater Pugacheva, as we traveled around the country, and I could not have known back then what we pay the fee. I then earned a thousand rubles, it was a lot of money. Only then I realized that you combine business with pleasure. - Philip, why are you single? I think it is ... - By and large, I've never been close, very close friends. I've always been a loner. My colleagues, it is very difficult for someone to call a close friend. There are people with whom I talk about just beautiful. A friend for life ... For me is very difficult to make friends. If you constantly meet and communicate to talk? Difference professions leaves its mark. I of the entertainment industry'm spoiled, I can say that the company has only one profession. When we meet with colleagues, then, of course, discuss the events in our world: what, how, with whom and why. And finally, I really friends. Besides, I'm the kind of person that his friends are not going to share their experiences. And if I have the pleasure, I'm ready, it's me to share with everyone, shout it from every intersection, and this immediately recognize the country. Worries and problems, maybe it's bad, I always worry in. When my mother was still alive and I some things they do not say. But now I understand that the only friend I could call my mother. After her in my life has always been a friend of Allah. But in most cases, I even did not want to burden them with their problems. Perhaps this is a mistake. Maybe you'd better tell her to share ... I did not know it. Invite your creative torments But when I was very ill, I told her about it, she was always able to find the words that I brought back to life. She was able to support as to explain how, in order to profit to teach all the problems and difficulties. And for the future with your head held high. And now I have not a man ... and in moments of depression and despair, had to put everything on his own, himself. their advice and philosophical explanation of what is going on It helps, I can honestly say. But it's easier to be. - Betrayal in your life, right? - No, I do not remember. It was different when I first idealize people, and then they are disappointed. I have in my life happened: I'm starting to trust someone to talk to, we have a joint plans, ideas, travel, that is, I will put his head in the so-called friendship. And then it turns out it was not a friendship. But I'm beginning to trust the person giving gifts and not about the consequences, think how this can be seen from the side. Then I found out that I was invited considered abnormal, given all these gifts, my attitude quite different, see it as a double meaning, some perverse connection. I'm hurt and I wanted to tell people, "Guys, I've just come from friends, in touch ... I enjoy it." I want to make a good man because he. Something nice for me and positive Whether man or woman, it does not matter, but the company has not been understood. All these situations I am very disappointed. - Is that all? - It has never been in my life, so after all my splash boundless confidence and joy all ended positively. And none of these people (and there were many), did not go there today. Not what they pay me ungrateful they just came to me ugly. Some of their actions impact on me is very humbling, and I began to realize that, it turns out, the king is naked. It was such a disappointment! But it was not a betrayal. That these disappointments were many, and they are up to today, because I have not changed. Every time I tell myself that this is the last time, but there is simply beyond words. But in reality ... it turns out, this is our family. That was my grandfather, then my father, and I'm exactly the same. To send me these properties are inherited. My grandmother always scolded by his grandfather, he was willing to give all your friends, my mother scolded his father, and said, that can not we live. Allah never let me against him. She took me who I am. But at a certain time, she was just tired of dealing with it and be patient. I burnt a thousand times in a relationship with the people. Many believed that I wait for gratitude for his kindness, but it is not. Cause I enjoy pleasure. Perhaps, to a certain extent, this is selfish because I'm enjoying it from this. Maybe even more than that for which I did. I do it consciously for many years in which it paid a high price - a disappointment. It is my very sad and frustrating that make my open heart, my desire, people pleasant well as distortions. And many of those who crossed my path, then I began to hate. It's amazing. - Why not? - I have very strong, they have changed when I come disappointment. I immediately stopped socializing because I opened my eyes. I thought, "How could I not know that this man realized why I was so blind?" Of course, such a change is not made. Then, when we had to meet with these people, I smiled, even said hello. But more than a minute to communicate with these people, I have tried not to stay, because I think of myself, I remember all the things that he did. And so I can not love you, because I understand, I like ... - And Alla? - I am never used. She loved me ...
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