Lolita: With Tsekalo was not love, but the project

In 35 years, Lolita was on the brink of life and death ... What happened to the vivacious and charming singer? In 2000, when she came on stage, the audience gasped. Lolita did not know: Her dress was hanging on a hanger, make-up could not hide his gaunt face ... After the show, without speaking, she rushed home immediately. But there is no one waiting. The apartment is empty. A few steps - and then ... She faints ... Disillusionment - I even ruined. Tsekalo persuaded me that I was out of it - completely empty appearance on the stage. Competent head always creates dependence of the workers on my own - says Lo. - As it turned out, I did not realize how much we actually earn. A question - not enough brain. I got to work. But when they find out suddenly, for example, the account abroad open vtihushku you, disillusionment begins ... I was a strong woman, depression and binge If Sasha and Lola divorced, broke and cabaret duo "The Academy". Lolita did not know what to do next. Was depressed. Her - binge. Lola on stage almost no play. Colleagues behind their doings: the Lolita star fell from the sky, and her head is not all right. Lola and gave rise to such gossip. - I could not help myself. I could uproarious. Of anything and everything I'm always on the lookout for negative ... - Approved the IBA. Friends turned their backs on her. Competitors have deleted from the lists. She was alone. All alone. "I was a parasite" But in these difficult times, Lola met a man who understood the situation and had to help her. - There was a man who loved me like crazy, and I in terms of the degradation of the insane, was not ready to love, - frankly tells secrets of the stars singer. - I was a total parasite. I also started, Thai tablets. Why has it - not realizing. Against the background of such a nervous wreck, I went every three hours ... ... This time she fainted, and there was nobody around. She lay unconscious for several hours. If, then to her home accidentally pulled in, you know, that Lo would have saved ... Psychiatric hospital he took her named in the rehab center on the famous all over Moscow psychiatric hospital Kashchenko. - I do not know where to come - said Lola. - Just do not stop crying. I cried then, perhaps for eight hours ... I was just ... Well, you know, what is that - bondage. This is when the soul is separated from the body. Body that you do not feel. And the soul is no longer sore. That is, it is a state ... I knew I would die, but I do not want to live, do not want to fight ... Poured oil on the fire, and journalists. The fact that the stars enjoyed in the nuthouse - I was ... at first, anemia, of which they were unaware, and secondly, a strong nervous system stress I was burning inside ... - Says Lola. At the clinic, she spent more than two months. - Why so? Why do this to me? - Ask questions Lolita doctors. - I just wanted to love and happiness. Is it really that much? "I was a strong woman," medicine to help her. Gain confidence in yourself - Once the psychologist has to admit that with Tsekalo is not about love, about the project. Once they convinced me that I do, the same project, and even better - I believe in myself. I felt better. And I was a strong woman ...